A bipolar moment….
I’m having kind of a bi-polar day….
The annoying part about being bi-polar and being smart enough to know it, is that you can see it coming, but you can’t do a damned thing about it.
Today was one of those days. I’ve felt off for most of the day not quite there, willing to do stupid things like telling a customer “I don’t give a fuck” when asked to do something incorrectly…
The day sort of went downhill from there. Two hour commute home, 30 minutes of forced “playtime” with the kids, then off to Volleyball.
Volleyball has been my outlet of late – a place to vent my frustrations, to hang out with people who enjoy a good semi-casual game.
Well tonight volleyball sucked. My game was off, people were pissing me off. (OK, people were pissing me off more than people usually piss me off)
So I come back, have a few drinks, watch some TV, and blog for a bit, because I’m hoping that it gets better from here.
It won’t. Tomorrow is going to suck too – and what makes it worse is the realization that there isnt a damned thing i can do about it.
And tomorrow is date night…. #FAIL
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wow… i am glad to read that someone else is like me… I found out I was bi-polar a little over a year ago. It was weird because it brought a bunch of pieces together. I am not on meds and my wife is pretty freaked out by it. Let’s just say i found out I was wacky in a difficult way.
Anyways… I have been having a bad week. Yesterday and today were good days though.
Thanks for sharing though.
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Those are the days that I check out. Literally, I go through the motions, but I’m not there. Most importantly though, I tend to have insane productive days since I’m trying to avoid all usual things and end up congregating toward the different ones.