On Realizations…
What if you woke up this morning and realized that this was the best it was going to get. That while good, your life was never going to be the dream you thought it was going to be.
Maybe you’ve made mistakes in the past that limit you. Maybe your career is in the dumper. Maybe you’re relationship is stagnant, maybe your kids drive you nuts.
Maybe all of the above.
My question is this: What do you do with the realizations that it’s not going to happen for you? What do you do with the knowledge that you either reached too high or made too many mistakes in your past?
What if you don’t deserve your dreams?
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Beats the fucking fuck out of me. This whole lying in the fetal position and crying for two days has been most unproductive and far from helpful. I brought this on myself so I guess I earned my own misery. Yay me……fuck
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I have been going thru this exact same series of questions for a few months now. I don’t know the answers either. Is this what they mean by mid-life crisis? (I’m seriously asking here – I never thought I’d have one of those, but maybe I am)
I don’t know what else to say. I know the optimistic answer is supposed to be of course you deserve your dreams and of course it’s never too late. But the realistic answer? I don’t know. I guess, like many things, it depends on what you’re willing to do, to give up, to try to get those dreams back to plausible.
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