It’s raining….
Friday/Saturday I gave up the majority of my weekend to work on a stupid project at work, conceived by stupid people to stupid purposes.. The fact that on Monday morning there was a minimum of problems can only mean one thing. They failed at being stupid. *AFTER* giving up 24 hours in two days, I [...]
Catching up…
Been a while since I posted here… Well not that long, Thursday to be exact. Amazingly enough I remember thursday this year. St. Patrick’s Day is usually a blurry haze for me.. This means either I’m growing up and am more mature, or I don’t have a life and I’m much more pathetic than I [...]
On Realizations…
What if you woke up this morning and realized that this was the best it was going to get. That while good, your life was never going to be the dream you thought it was going to be. Maybe you’ve made mistakes in the past that limit you. Maybe your career is in the dumper. [...]
Moody bastard…
I spent years being told to “snap out of it” that I was being unreasonable, that it was all in my head. Then when I received my diagnosis of Bi-Polar disorder (Back then they called it “Manic Depressive Personality Disorder”) and it was confirmed, I was *STILL* told to snap out of it. What part [...]
Conflict!
Women confuse me. Ok, well that’s not a news flash. I think women confuse most men. In the movies 2001/2010 we’re introduced to Hal. A “thinking” computer that goes nuts because he’s given conflicting instructions. He’s built to process information without distortion or concealment, but when the NSA tells him to lie about the monolith [...]
It’s 2am and I’ve lost my mind.
It’s 2am and a whole number of random thoughts are rolling through my head. **I can’t sleep. I should be sleeping but I can’t. I have a long day and I know I have a long day but my brain is buzzing with everything from my realization that I’m back to not eating to the [...]
A bipolar moment….
I’m having kind of a bi-polar day…. The annoying part about being bi-polar and being smart enough to know it, is that you can see it coming, but you can’t do a damned thing about it. Today was one of those days. I’ve felt off for most of the day not quite there, willing to [...]
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